Call Me Crazy
Two days from now our crowded bed will be empty.
I, I will feel empty.
Oh man, this is crazy.
And CHEESY.
Oh pardon me,
I just MISS you oh SO dearly.
***Argh, my brain cells are killing me. Shoot ME.
Trip for Two
After almost canceling our weekend trip, hours of bus ride, never ending view of mountains and almost not making it to Hagnaya port to catch the ferry going to Bantayan Island… at last paradise!
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- Bantayan Island
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- to Virgin Island @ Bantayan
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- view of Ogtong Resort
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- the rocks
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- Sunrise!
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- Poolside
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- The Cave
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- @ Sta. Fe Resort (side trip)
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- My favorite tree
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- Raf: Senti Mode
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- Kendi: Senti Mode
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- Low tide
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- me and rafaela
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- poolside
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- front of the 18k accommodation w/ jacuzzi
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- loving it
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- wafwaf!
Yes guys, we conquered Bantayan Island. Yey!
Enjoy!
Next stop: Panglao, Bohol
More pics here.
Touch My Body
Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel
Like you never did.
Touch my body
Let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body
Know you like my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body.
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** Be waiting for you tonight. Happy 11th monthsary …
Thoughts
Last night’s talk was scary yet overwhelming. Never seen that soft side of you. I’ve seen you talk like that but last night was different. You are different. I know your family and friends see you as a pillar. You are tough, stong, solid, calm, composed, cool, and numb, which most people misunderstood as being insensitive. But you are not. Those are the essentials that you need to give the people around you Strength. Strength to realize that hope is always there. That life isn’t that bad at all. And you showed that to me again. Just in time.
I believe that people bumped to each other for a reason. I ~ I have many reasons. For now, I have two for you and the rest are yet to be realized. Once I thought my mission is to make you even stronger but it turns out to be Me. It is I who needs you for that reason. I envy you for your principles. I know your parents are so proud of what you’ve become now. My parents would be more proud if they have a daughter like you. I was never that strong. But slowly I’m becoming one (molded by life’s experiences). I am strong in some aspects but in some, I’m not strong enough to be what my parents expected me to be. Well, in time. For now, this is who I am. (Oh, parents… We love them the best way we can.)
The other mission? Well, you are experiencing it right now. And guess what, it’s working really well…
Until then.
P.S.
I love you even more.
Listening to: “How to Save a Life” by the Fray
Promise I Make…
Girl, you’re every breath I take. Oh baby,
Your love rules every move I make. Oh baby,
And I know that you can’t read my mind
And baby, maybe I
CHORUS
Don’t say it as often as I should But I really want it to be heard
When I say I love you that’s for good
You have my word
That day after day after all
I will always be true
That’s a promise I make to you
You, you take this heart of mine
And make it better
I need you to
Come and walk with me through this life
Forever
And I know these words are long over due
And baby, maybe I
CHORUS
Don’t say it as often as I should But I really want it to be heard
When I say I love you that’s for good
You have my word
That day after day after all
I will always be true
That’s a promise I make to you
— Happy monthsary my loving Panda —
Don’t Give Up Just Yet
Everything will be fine, I tell you. Never been this happy before, not until you showed me love. Thank you for staying and holding on. mwah!
LOve You, LoVe yOu!
You, who I called Mine
We were once separated by waters and islands. Where I pictured you up in the starry night and in bed where dreams became reality. New technology does help. It helped us when distance deprived us to be in eachother’s warm embraces. Sending sweet notes, kisses and hugs through invisible waves. I never took you seriously and never expected to see you, but i yearned for your existance.
Now…
Now, here we are — together. Together for 7 wonderful months. Months engulfed with love. We are not perfect nor our relationship. Imperfection is evident at times of sadness, insecurities, frustrations, expectations and insensitivity. But behind the imperfection, we manage to meet in the middle without grouses.
You showed me that life isn’t that bad. You showed me happiness. Happiness that makes me smile at times when you hold my hand or wraps me in your arms before we let our dreams reign the night. At times when i wake up to see you beside me. At times when I thought i woke up because of my body clock, only to find out that it was your snores that became my instant alarm clock. At times when I become helpless with your smiles and sexy stares that make me lust for you more. Happiness that makes me love your sermons and hate them at the same time because I can’t argue with their fidelity. Not even a blink that made me remorsed over the time when I took the chance to love and be loved by you.
Thank you for dancing with me where silence is my music, singing my song when I seem to stop composing and being my palettes whenever I refuse to paint.
But you are much more than mine. You are now my everything. ILOVEYOU.
“…nOt knOwing iS tHe grEatest mYstery iN loVing aNother pErson anD hoW mucH yOu cAn loVe iS tHe gReAtest mYsterY yOu cAn have of yOurseLf”..
The 28th
“Life is not the amount of breaths you make, it’s the moments that take your breath away”
Time flew fast. We just celebrated our 7th monthsary with pancit canton on the table and lots of hugs and kisses, hehehe. Oh yeah, not to mention our usual pre-monthsary “abnormalities,” hehehe. 5 months to go for our anniversary. And more years to come. Not bad, eh?
Thank you for making my every day special.
Thank you for staying.
i love you so much.
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