May I Ask You A Favor?
Please give me strength to surpass these ordeals you put on my shoulder.
I might not make it…
Yours,
Your Panda’s Tarsier
p.s.
Lord pwede time-out? Kung pwede one at a time lang.
Listening to: Joan Osborne’s “One Of Us”
Thoughts
Last night’s talk was scary yet overwhelming. Never seen that soft side of you. I’ve seen you talk like that but last night was different. You are different. I know your family and friends see you as a pillar. You are tough, stong, solid, calm, composed, cool, and numb, which most people misunderstood as being insensitive. But you are not. Those are the essentials that you need to give the people around you Strength. Strength to realize that hope is always there. That life isn’t that bad at all. And you showed that to me again. Just in time.
I believe that people bumped to each other for a reason. I ~ I have many reasons. For now, I have two for you and the rest are yet to be realized. Once I thought my mission is to make you even stronger but it turns out to be Me. It is I who needs you for that reason. I envy you for your principles. I know your parents are so proud of what you’ve become now. My parents would be more proud if they have a daughter like you. I was never that strong. But slowly I’m becoming one (molded by life’s experiences). I am strong in some aspects but in some, I’m not strong enough to be what my parents expected me to be. Well, in time. For now, this is who I am. (Oh, parents… We love them the best way we can.)
The other mission? Well, you are experiencing it right now. And guess what, it’s working really well…
Until then.
P.S.
I love you even more.
Listening to: “How to Save a Life” by the Fray
Don’t Give Up Just Yet
Everything will be fine, I tell you. Never been this happy before, not until you showed me love. Thank you for staying and holding on. mwah!
LOve You, LoVe yOu!
Dance with my Father
Back when I was a child
Before Life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure
I was loved
If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me, yeah, yeah
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Papa, you are my hero, my inspiration and my happiness. Thank you so much for the love and guidance. Thank you for being there for me, always. I know i had many shortcomings these past years. i know i let you down sometimes(well, most of the times). MOst of all, thank you for loving mama dearly. You are her strength, her other-half. i can’t picture a family without YOU and her without YOU. Take care of yourself because i (we) don’t know what to do without you. I LOVE YOU.
p.s. i will never forget our dreams and very soon you’ll be so proud of me.
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